i had been waiting all morning for a phone call about connor's EKG results, but it never came.

so i just called in to the Dr. to ask if they had been read yet.

i spoke to a nurse and she read me the results.

i was honestly expecting them to be normal, fine, ok.

he has never had any issues with his heart before.

it didn't come back completely normal.

i don't want to say too much about it because i really don't know enough yet.

she was sending an email to the Dr. to call me and discuss it.

it could be nothing, the results listed a possible problem with his right ventricle.

so i don't really know what that means yet.

the Dr. will be calling either today or most likely early next week.

so i don't know if i can schedule his surgery yet or not.

i don't know if there is a problem with his heart or not.

i don't know if it's just the way the nurse was reading the results or not.

i don't know much of anything really.

i just know that i wasn't really expecting these results to be anything but normal, just because he's never had any issues with his heart before.

and i know that i just love him.

and i'm trying not to worry too much about it until i speak with the Dr. and know more information about it.

just a little caught off guard today, that's all.

hopefully i'll know more soon.

he's so beautiful.

<3