there are so many things in my life right now that are beyond my control.
it's maddening!
it's the hardest thing in the world to try and let that go.
to just let things be.
to just be.
especially when i want to control it all.
things with my sweet boy, i wish i could just have some sort of sense of control over anything when it comes to him and his life and his pain and his struggles.
with my own personal life.....
also filled with so much i can't control.
some days it just feels like a lot.
some days it's just magnified.
some days it's just hard.
some days it makes you want to just scream.
or cry.
some days you do both.
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