well, the good news for the day is that i haven't seen any more seizure-like things going on with connor.  the not so good news is that aubrey has a cough.  i'm hope hope hoping it doesn't turn into anything worse like strep, or even worse than that-----the dreaded flu that's been pounding the nation.  i hate seeing her sick, but my biggest worry is her passing it on to connor.  his little body just can't handle sickness like hers can.  that sounds a little awful, doesn't it??  like i'm more worried about him than her?  i worry about aubrey, but just not in the same way i worry about her brother.   but sometimes i do feel guilty that she never gets my full worry or attention.  she is such a good kid, and i hope she never feels like i love her any less.  i love both of my kids more than anything. 

aubrey is my BFF.   that's what we tell each other every night before bed.  i say, "Best Friends Forever?"  and she says, "Best Friends Forever."  or sometimes she just grunts and nods her head yes. :)  

  she is such a big help to me, especially with connor.  she always has been.  it amazes me that she has never gotten jealous of him or the time i spend with him..... she has always just accepted it, and loved him even more for it.  i know that she knew him before they came to this earth.  they are so close in age, only 16 months apart, and the love that she has for him goes beyond anything i can describe.  it's like she was just waiting for him to get here.  almost like she missed him and was relieved he was finally here, with her again so she could look out for him.

i love this child so much.  she is such a special little girl, my baby.  my little aubrey girl.  just wanted to let you know that.