you know when you have days where you're more emotional-----you feel/think/stress/worry about things more?  well i think of these my 'deep days'.  because on these days i don't necessarily feel/think/stress/worry about things more than i do any other day (i do all those things equally large amounts every day) but i feel/think/stress/worry about things deeper, if that makes sense.  i'm thinking and stressing about all the same things i usually do, but they're deeper feelings, more intense.   these are the days where everything on the radio, everything you see or hear on tv reminds you of someone or of a certain memory that just makes you feel something.  usually something you'd rather not be feeling.  these are the days when i cry when aubrey tells me she loves me out of the blue or when i see her give her brother a sweet kiss.  or i cry because i dropped the last piece of lunch meat for aubrey's sandwich on the floor.  these are the days i don't get dressed in front of a mirror because that would just be too much.  i can't tell what the difference is on these particular days, why i feel things so much deeper than all the other days.  i'm glad i don't have these days every day, i can tell you that.  i'm not really a big fan.  :/     so if you ever see me and ask me how i am and i say, "deep".......maybe you'll know what i'm talking about......sort of.