today has been an 'off' day for me.  i'm just feeling......too much.  i am extra sad, extra irritable, extra worried, extra lonely, extra jealous, extra everything yucky.   it's extra annoying when i have these days. 

all day long i've felt like crying, or screaming, then crying again.  i don't actually do any of those things, but i just feel like i'm going to.  not such a great feeling. :(

it's on days like today that i'm glad i started a blog so i can at least get some of this out of my head.   it may not make any sense to anyone else, and certainly isn't something that's interesting to read about, but i thinks it helps for me to just get it out.  if only if would now stay out!! 

i will try and focus on good things, i will go give my babies a hug.  and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day......i'm extra hopeful.